Confession

I just opened some of my folders then I found this lovely picture of my Kami-oshi. Seriously, I am not over Kuumin's graduation and others too (Katsuo, Shiitan an Kanako). Well, I've been trying to leave this fandom since the graduation. However, I hope that, there will be a tiny chance for me to meet her. I know that is very impossible to meet her as an SKE member but maybe someday I will.

Ignore this creepy person who cannot get over Kuumin's graduation.

Ignore me who cannot find another oshimen after Kuumin graduated.

Ignore the selfish me.

Ignore......

Our Secret - Chapter 1

Everyone has a side that they don't want other people to see. A side only themselves know. Their secret.

"Ohayo Kanon"

"Ohayo Kinchan"

"Did you you finish your homework?"

"Yup, it’s finished"

"Lemme borrow yours, I just wanted to make sure mine is correct"

"Sure Kinchan"

Kanon face palmed. She knew Kinchan haven't finished her homework. Well, judging from her eyes and her bed hair. Kanon sighed and helped Kinchan with her homework.

Kimoto Kanon is in 3rd year of high school. She is good looking and she has a cute dimple whenever she smiles.She is popular among her friends. A lot of boys in her school confessed to her but she rejected all of them and nobody knows why.

"Kimoto-san...”

"Yes?"

"You dropped your book"

Kanon looked at the floor and pick up her book.

"Thank you Yagami-san"

Kanon glanced at Yagami who was sitting at his table and wearing his earphone, ignoring other people looking gloomy and cold.

"Don't you think he looked kind of like a delinquent” said Kinchan

"Why is that?"

"His hair is very long which covered most of his face. He wears those big glasses on his face. Maybe he is an Otaku. He looked creepy"

"I doubt he is a bad guy. He is more to nerd and otaku. But I agree with him being creepy” Said Kanon.

"He sure is creepy. Want to join Umechan and others later shopping?" Kinchan asked.

"Uh... I am sorry Kinchan. Maybe next time" Kanon said and smile.

"Well, please come with us next time, will you?"

"Ahahaha, I will try Kinchan"

However, Kanon never join her friends shopping, karaoke or hanging out with her because she had this secret that she didn't want other people to know.

Kanon went home straight after school. She changed her clothes and cleaning her house. She is doing the laundry and she made dinner. Well, its about time for her to do this thing.She went to the bedroom next the kitchen with a porridge and a glass of water. She put the food on the table lamp.

"Hi there brother, time to eat dinner"said Kanon.

In that only room is Kanon's big brother. He was lying on the bed with his eyes open unable to move. Kanon smile and fed her brother carefully. When she is done, she helps her brother to a wheelchair and led him to the living room. This is the reason why she didn't join her friend. She had to take care of her brother.

Her brother was involved in an accident years ago. His injury was fatal and he recovered after he did an operation. But he is still unable to move his body. After the incident Kanon's father went to oversea to find cure and at the same her mother was in an affair with another man and she lived with him. Her father knew about this and rarely come home. Though, Kanon's mother still visit her son. Since then, Kanon took care of her brother and acted as a housewife for the sake of her family. Hoping that one day, they will return like how they used to be.

That afternoon, Kanon went grocery shopping. She bought a very large amount of food because next month they are having exam, She doubted she had time for grocery shopping while preparing for the exam. The things were very heavy and Kanon was having a hard time on her way home.

"Okay, I am near home now. Yosh!"

Kanon didn't realize that she stepped on something and she fell. Her things were scattered on the ground. She tried to stand up but it seems like she twisted her ankle.

"Ouch, thats hurt" Kanon mumbled.

"Are okay miss?"

"I am not" she said trying to hold the tears.

"Where do you live? Let me help you" the boy said.

"I lived around here.... There's my house" Kanon pointed her house to the boy

That boy nodded. He picked all of the scattered things and hurried to Kanon's house. Kanon was amazed.

Who is that? I haven't see before. Maybe he just moved here.

Few minutes later, the boy came.

"Here let me help you, Kimoto-san"

Kanon was very surprised. How did he know my name? She glanced at him. (That boy didn't realize that Kanon was looking at him, he was too busy helping Kanon) Kanon was sure, she doesn’t know him but he had a very beautiful eyes. Those eyes were beautiful.

They finally arrived at Kanon's house. The boy carried Kanon to the living room. (It was very difficult for Knaon to take off her shoes)

"Erm... Thank you..." said Kanon staring at the floor. She didn’t dare to look at the boy. She was afraid that the boy will notice her blushing face.

“You’re welcome, Kimoto-san”

There was an awkward silence between those two.

“Do you need anything else, Kimoto-san?”

“Actually, how did you my name?”

“Of course I know you Kimoto-san, we’re classmates, aren’t we?”

“What?!”

“I am sorry I don’t recognize you”

The boy laughed. “I am Yagami”

What?!

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Love is blind - Chapter 2

During lesson Yuria kept thinking about earlier incident. Her head kept on thinking about Kumi.

"Yuria, I love a girl"

Yuria tried to ask Kumi who the person is but Kuwabara interrupted. Her question still hanging. Yuria cared about Kuumin. She cared for her dear best friend.

A lot.

Kuumin's statement was like a bomb in her head. Yuria realized for the past few days, Kuumin was acting very strange.  Maybe Kuumin thought that her attitude is unnoticed but Yuria saw it. Yuria knew if Kuumin was thinking about something, she ended up thinking about it all night. For the result, Yuria had to wake her up. Honestly, Yuria felt lonely.Kuumin should share her problem with her.

They were best friend.

No.

They are still best friend.

But still......

Yuria sighed for the nth time. She lied on her table trying to figure out who the girl is. She is angry. Very angry. Wait, is this jealousy? Hell no! Why should I? I am Kuumin's best friend. We knew each other since we were little.                   

"Yuuria~~~~"

Kuumin tilted her head and poked Yuria head. Yuria turned to the source of that voice.

"What?"

"Lets go, Yukko and Ogi-chan are waiting. Wake up sleepy head"

"Hai, hai....Look who's talking"

"What are thinking Yuria? Stop frowning, I hate that. Where is that cute smile?" Kuumin said and grinned. Yuria smiled. Kuumin smiled back and held Yuria's hand and led her to the rooftop where they will be having their lunch together with the others.

It is common for the rest of the school to see Kuumin and Yuria walking and holding their hands. Some people will misinterpreted their action. Whispering and talking behind their back. Yuria did talked to Kuumin about it but Kuumin will laughed it out and said,"Let them be, they're jealous"

"Yo, what took you so long? Come on, the food are waiting to be eaten."Yukko shouted and holding her rumbling stomach.

"We are coming," said Yuria and sat beside Ogi-chan.

Both Kuumin and Yuria sat and started to eat their lunch. They chatted and laughed together. Yuria forgot about her problem and enjoying her time with her best friends.

"Maybe, this is not the good time, I will ask Kuumin later or tomorrow"

Kuumin glanced at Yuria.

"Did you said something Yuria?" Kuumin asked while holding her chopstick.

"Nothing"

"What are you two lovebirds whispering about? Come on share it with us!" Yukko teased and Ogi-chan laughed at the statement.

"Shut up Yucchan, eat your lunch before I eat yours" scowled Kuumin.

"Someone is angry, I am so scared. Yuria help me~~" Yukko said and start giggling.

"Stop Yukko, eat your lunch the class will start soon." Ogi-chan interrupted them and smacked Yukko's head.

"Yea, listen to Ogi-chan and eat your lunch quickly Spanish girl" Kuumin added.

Yuria facepalmed and ignored the situation. She didn't disliked it but rather she like it. She will only enjoy eating her lunch while listening to others. She faces this everyday, Kuumin tries stealing Yukko's lunch, Yukko smacking Kuumin's head with Ogi-chan trying to stop their fight. Yuria always laugh at Yukko's joke, Kuumin doing funny faces.

Ogi-chan acts like mothers while Yukko and Kuumin like sisters who are always fighting, Yuria is like their younger sister. They are sort of like a family.

The bell rang. The class has started.

During class Yuria received a messege from someone. Someone she knows very well.

"Lets meet at the cafe near the station"

Who sent this this!?

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This is the beginning of everything

Yagami Kumi is my oshimen. Even though, she graduated from SKE48 last April, she is still my oshi. It was so hard to pick another oshi from the same group or from other sister groups. So I decided to support her in whatever she is doing right and whereever she is.

It started when I was watching this concert "AKB48 in Yokohama Arena the 3rd Day" that was when I noticed her Dance, following after Shibuya (Itani Tomomi). I cannot stopped screaming and shouting (I knew my housemate were annoyed but still) I was like, why didn't I notice this cute girl. She was so CUTE!

After that, I started googling and digging everything about Kuumin. She became my Kami-Oshi and I fell in love with her.

to be continue...... (because I am so tired)

Love is blind - Chapter 1

I have school today. I haven't sleep yet. It was half past 4 in the morning.I was lying on the bed. It feels so good. How I wish it was Sunday. I closed my eyes.

Then.......

"Ne, Kuumin wake up. We'll be late. Hurry!!!"

"No, I don't want to. I am very sleepy. Let me sleep for another 5 minutes"

"Kuumin, wake up!"

No respond

"Kuumin..."

Again no respond.

She put her hand on Kumi's head and she hit it. 

Very hard.

 Not once but twice.

"Ouch! That's hurt, Yuria."  Kumi rubbed her head.

Yuria stand infront of Kumi. She was very angry. Yuria waited Kumi for about 30 minutes. Who would not mad about that. I am not fucking servant. 

It is a good things that they are neighbors. Yuria lived with her parents and two of her older brothers. Since , Yuria's father is very protective, he made his children learn karate at such a young age. That was nice of Yuria papa that, every child in the neighborhood are afraid of the Kizaki siblings. Kizaki-papa is a nice and kind man. However, when it comes to educate his children, he is very strict. Even though Yuria is very good at sport but she is very poor in her academics.

The Yagami household has three daugthers. Kumi is the oldest. Despite being the oldest, Kumi is very helpless. She done poorly in both academic and sport. Yagami-mama is very worried about Kumi. So, Yagami-mama decided to take Kumi to an aerobic class but Kumi ended up in hip-hop dancing class(I guess that is where the baka genes cone from) Kumi other sisters are very different, one of them is a class rep and the other one scored highest mark in school. Though, Kumi is the helpless one but the Yagami family loves her. Kumi is so thankful for her loving family.

"You have to thank me Kuumin,or else I'll let you be punished."said Yuria.

"Hai, Hai Yuria,why do you have to be angry every morning.  Gesh...... Do you want me to kiss you?" said Kuumin with a smirk on her face. Then she put her face near Yuria's. 

Kuumin looked Yuria at her face. Yuria blushed.

"How did you get into my room Yuria?"

"Your mother let me in because she tried to wake you up many times."

"Why are you blushing, Yuria?"she said.

"You are sleeping without your top Kuumin that is why I am blushing you idiot."

"So.... you like it?"Kuumin said and posing like a model.

"I.... I..... what are up to?" Yuria stuttered.

Then Kuumin hit Yuria's head. She grabbed her towel and ran to the bathroom. She closed the door. 

"hahaha, wait for me then, I'll be ready" Kumi shouted from the bathroom.

Yuria sat on Kuumin's bed and speechless. Few minutes later, Kuumin was ready and they went to school.

They walked along the pavement, side by side. Things getting silent between them. So, Kuumin decided to break it.

"Yuria....."

"What Kuumin?"

"Do you like someone?"

"Maybe...."

"What is that?"

"What, You asked me, so that's my answer"

"I fell in love with someone recently"

"Who?"

Yuria looked at Kumi. Her face was red.

"Yuria, I love a girl."

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Homework

"Ne, Yukko i don't know this one," Kuumin cried for the nth time.
"Which one?"  Yukko leaned nearer to Kuumin. The distance between them is just centimeters away, Yukko could smell Kuumin's body scent which make her blushed. Her imagination is just....She tried to calm down. She's glad that Kuumin didn't see her face.

After sometime they manage to finish their homework; actually it Kuumin's. Almost half of her work is assisted by Yukko or done by Yukko.

Kuumin slammed her head on the table. "I'm tired"

"Tired?! Seriously, you only had done 2 out of 50 questions. Did you use your head for the 2 simple questions?"

"Well.... it's very difficult" Kuumin scratched her head.

Yukko tried to say something but....

"Yukiko, can you help me bring this tea to Kumi-chan" shouted Kinoshita-mama from downstairs.

"Okay, I'm coming"

Yukko looked at Kuumin who is staring at her with a pout.

"What’s with your face?"

"I'll miss you Yukko. Don't go too long”, said Kuumin with a sad face.

Yukko smirked at Kuumin's word and hit her head lightly.

"Stop it Kuuchan, I'll be right back"

Yukko went down to the kitchen. Her mother is cooking for lunch.

"Say Yukiko, you are moving on don't you?"Her mother said in undertone so that only Yukko could hear her.

"Moving on?"Said Yukko."Haha, what are you trying to say?"

"It's Kumi-chan now eh"

Yukko confused.

"Are you trying to say that I like Kumi?"

"I didn't mention anything about that”, her mother said."You said it yourself Yukiko"

Wait. Did I?

Kinoshita-mama smiled at her daughter.

"I'll be going out for a bit. Take care of the house and..." Kinoshita-mama beckoning her eyes to Yukko.

"What?"

Her mother laughed at her.

"Be a good girl."

Her mother pinched Yukko's nose and left.
Yukko scrunched her nose. Her mother always treated like that. Even though she's 18 already.
Yukko went upstairs.

Then she saw Kuumin was asleep on her bed. She put the teapot on the table.

Hesitated.

"Wake her up or let her be."

Yukko sat beside her bed. She looked at Kuumin's face. How can someone be so beautiful when she asleep. Kuumin face is very calm and soothing. Her hair is so smooth. Yukko's eyes moved to Kuumin's lips.

"It's Kumi-chan now eh."

She remembered her mother's word.

Honestly, she did feel something. Something stirred within her. It happens whenever she's alone with Kuumin.

She looked at Kuumin.

Kuumin's lips.

"What should I do?"

Yukko turned her back. Sighed. She took her phone. She’s started to update her Google+.

Suddenly, Kuumin hugged her neck from behind.

"What took you so long Yukko?"Kuumin whispered at Yukko."I missed you so much."

Kuumin leaned on Yukko's shoulder. Expecting another hit from Yukko for playing around. Despite, Yukko decided to play along with Kuumin's game.

"I'm sorry, Kuuchan."said Yukko trying to hold her laughter."I missed you too."

Kuumin smiled. An evil smile.

Yukko turned to Kuumin. Then chuu~♥

Yukko turned red. Very red.

"Thats your punishment for leaving me alone, Yukko♥♥."

Kuumin smirked and laughed. She ran to the table and drank her tea. Feeling very happy.

Yukko face palmed.

"Kuuchan, how dare you!"